New Mom

 I still remember the you shouted 

and my heart halted 

halted to try to understand 

There was the time slipping out of my hand,

our friendship had taken a new turn 

it had hurted me and made me burn

long story story short i was sad and broken 

i think i had received  a right token.

time passed and bruises healed 

one fine day i dint want to open wat was concealed

your phone number which was still in my phone 

thats when i remembered your last tone 

quickly did i search on google 

with one hand on keyboard and another on noodle 

was very delighted to find how happy you were

time flew you were there and i was here 

but dint have any complaints or desires

to meet you or talk to you

bcoz i had realised that day i was still shit scared of you

the next day i again searched on the internet 

and what i saw my eyes go wet

it was you holding ur beautiful baby in your arm

below that was a story of struggle of a new mom

And still couldn't express what I felt 

So I left those fine words from nib of the pen .........

Onto the blank paper  then

And closed the book and closed the chapter of dear fren....